Thursday 8 May 2008

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The 'just before' sucks. Waiting for something to happen, either good or bad. For all the lasts to be over: last night, last day, last meal, last trip up the mountain, last hug, last look, last wave, last glimpse. Interesting how the airport is divided into the happy arrivals section [Love Actually!] and the often awkward departure lounges, where people are waiting for those final minutes to pass. Holding onto those, willing them to either just go on forever or disappear entirely - all physically impossible. And there's nothing else to be done really, except wait for them to pass, to get onto the process of mentally, emotionally, adjusting to the new version of existence. Weird, walking into a building, walking out half an hour later and so many things just not there anymore. 

3 comments:

Darwin said...

Ugh I know what you mean, I dread the goodbye before I've even said the hello :)

Anonymous said...

HUG!!

Sunshine Junkie said...

Darwin - yeaaa!! Someone needs to invent a teleportation device and fast :D

BB - :)